Horrors Inside Me. Or Outside?

Survive through random emotions flowing out everyday,
By time I even see what I have never see may,
Come out and strike out as it shouts a bail-out,
I thought what it feels like to have doubt in a breakout,

My mind's in a swirl, where in the world is my sanity now?
I no longer see the world, who dropped off my clarity down?
I'm stuck in the midst of a mist which emits a hiss,
Is there a wizard hexing me, ain't texting a wheeze?

Is there light at the end of the tunnel? I'm already stuck in this funnel!
All I can see is gunnel in this stream of runnel,
Maybe that's my only chance to burst through it,
Well screw it, the lucid monster just chewed it,

There's an evil apparition eager for my eradication,
So scary when it mentions the destruction incantation,
The formation of abominations for an obligation,
The demise of mine is life's most affirming taxation.

Angau

*dibuat ketika di dalam mood angau :P*

Akan kuberi padamu erti cinta infiniti,

Dalam segala bentuk cara juga definisi,
Untuk mengasihi bukan satu misi sisi,
Dua kudrat hati insan saling isi-isi,

Jalan-jalan sama-sama hibur sakan-sakan,
Tidak cukup wayang kita pergi pula makan,
Disebalik bayangan hati terpaut kenangan,
Disebalik kayangan hati kita ke awangan,

Klise di hatiku ku pasrah kerinduan,
Kau buat mindaku berpusing tidak keruan,
Tapi yang pastinya hati kita sehaluan,
Menanti-nanti masa kita disambut paluan,

Berdetak, ku dengar hatiku berdegup rentak,
Irama pada awal kusedari pun tersentap,
Perasaanku rebah apabila pencak cinta,
Penglipur lara juga kata ni adalah puncak cinta.

-basjob binbe-