Shatters.

At first you were a boon bringer,
And then you turned a doom dinger,
With all the feeling that lingers,
I can feel ill in my fingers,
Well it is filling me in a,
Way that is making me dimmer,
At first bright light was injected,
I thought my life was perfected,
Until one day I neglected,
The darkness came I elected,
Why was I ever selected,
Only to just be rejected,
Time came I only refuse it,
My bane denies to refute it,
Oh please I don't want to lose it,
I still want to be cruising,
Though in a state of deep losing,
I really need to keep moving,
Cuz my body's getting weaker,
To the point it is brittle,
All it need's just a jiggle,
And I will be in small matters,
And my life purposes shatters,

I thought I was a diamond among the skies,
Immortal among my kin,
But in fact, only a glass in disguise,
Appreciated for my skin.